Assalamualaikum....
Just the night before, I was telling jannah how i always fall into deep slumber and seldom dream. Surprisingly that morning itself (before Subuh), i had a dream - an uncanny dream. I dreamt that i deliberately took MCs frequently at Eastview so that i could sneak into TKGS and teach there. I actually enjoyed teaching much more at TKGS than at EVSS n i was also very comfortable with my working colleagues at TKGS- well at least in my dream. So is this a sign?
I know I've prayed istikharah a number of times asking Allah whether I should request to join EVSS back for my practicumm and permanent posting or whether i shld request for TKGS but i never thought my answer would come in the form of a dream. Was that even an answer or was it just a faint realisation of my desire, manifested in a dream?
So do i go along with my dream?
-Confused Soul-
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
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salams hil! its me lyna!!! anyway upon readin ur entry, i personally feel that you need to realize that when you solat-ed istikharah, you have given it all up to Him to decide wads best for you. by thinkin if it was jus a manifestation of your desire or jus a dream, you haven fully opened up your heart to lettin Him decide for you...insyallah all will go well...and whatever it is, you'll always have us wit you all the way...and Him too.
Thanks a lot lyna! Just saw ur comment. I'm having mixed feelings now. i know teaching at tkgs will be tough, so now i'm not that keen on it. pertaining to EVSS, i'm fine with everthing here but the students. i'm very emotional and i get affected by my environment easily. i'm scared that if i can't help the students with their problems or if i can't control the class well, i'll be emotionally affected. other than that, i'm fine with the sch eventhough it's poor in terms of resources.
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